Forever HD (In Leslie’s Eyes)

 Today was the worst day of my life

I woke up like any other day

But you didn’t

I went looking for you 

Cause you couldn’t come find me

But I got there and it was already too late

I yelled as my soul cried

Cause You wouldn’t get up

You no longer felt like you,

& that’s what I don’t understand.

You were cold,

And Alone . .

Your body was there but that didn’t seem like you . . 

Brother today I was 

Sad, I was

Confused . . 

I am sad & I’m confused still,

The sun shined,

The wind blew,

The rooster sung, 

& there was silence . . 

I knew then, 

your soul has left Us. . 

You Left Me .

If I had more time here with you,

Brother . .

I can’t have any more time with you . 

If I could re-wind the days just to see you again, walking again, smiling again, laughing again . 

I just want to hear voice again,

I just wanna hear you say wassup Less .

& I JUST WANNA SCREAM HAAMILTONN !

Just come home Hamilton . .

I miss you here, & I’m sorry . .

Hamilton you are my brother, 

how can I live my life without you .

My life will never be the same

The day I found you was the worst day of my life

We will never be the same..

Me & You Brother , we forever though. 

When I called you,

I didn’t know you couldn’t answer . 

You are my big brother, I thought you’d be okay. 

Why , why , why . . Why brother . 

I wake up everyday trying figure out another outcome in my head, my head spins,

I realize that no matter how many times I wake up, I picture you in my head there on the floor..

I can’t lift you up, your body is stuck, 

I’m not even sure was that you . . 

I never got to see your face . .

I find myself running, I gotta throw up . .

My brother you’re not coming back . .

As I walked through the two big doors,

I saw your casket and my heart dropped

Mom dropped, Dad dropped, Our brothers dropped,

This pain I’m feeling,

I feel cold, I feel hot,

Is this my life now ? 

I can’t picture it without you,

I couldn’t see you laying there,

This shit hurts, This is hard for me . .

What the actual fuck . 

You Are My Brother Forever ,

My life will never be the same . . 

-$B