Where am I?

Life hasn't been what I made it up to be,
I think maybe Im stuck ina tunnel,
I been tryna get out on that freeway,
Its been feeling like miles away.
Standing here in this stadium,
Can you hear me screaming,
How im so petrified, I didn't think Id flow,
A million tears & I cant decide,
I hope theyre comin,
Than again I can lay here in this attic,
Im here reminiscin,
What life was,
What it could be,
The ending or the beginning.
Where will I be in years from now,
Feeling like ima die in this dream